Lost

At the temple there is a poem called "lost", carved into the stone. It has three words, but the poet has scratched them out. You cannot read "lost," only feel it. [from Memoirs of a Geisha]

I feel very lonely right now. I'm going to face a world tomorrow that seems to be content to live out it's day with no regards to me. People will go about their day, oblivious to the hurt that I feel. They will address me, without realizing that anything is wrong.

It hurts,
She's leaving.
That door is closed,
locked, jamed.

I'll live,
Face tomorrow.
But you won't be aware;
You'll never know

Cast aside,
Down trodden.
All I know is
I'm lost.

Evening Entertainment

So, with nothing to do on a Monday night. I've been informed that the documentary "Super Size Me" (2004) is on CBC this evening. So I've decided that I'm going to give it a watch. I've always been interested in watching this movie. I've heard various reviews. I've been watching it for about 45 minutes now, and despite all the grotesque figures and facts that they bombard you with I'd have to say that the most disturbing part of this feature is that the "test subject" feels the need to deposit the meal (super sized of course) on the pavements beside the car. *OH MY STOMACH* I'll keep you informed as to my final review. But I'm definitely considering how to cook heathy.

I'm out.

On This Eve of the New Year

Greetings new friend,

For this monumental occasion of starting a new blog, I'd first like to write a prayer:
Lord Bless this Blog, and the words that I lay in it. May it be a blessing to those who read it. And may I be able to clearly collect my thoughts, and grow in your love. May this year, that we are about to enter, be a year in which we all develop a closer relationship to you. We are ever blessed with a chance to have a fresh start with you, may this year be the same way. In your precious heavenly name, Amen.

As the new years dawns, I look forward to the posts, and prayers uttered on this page.

S.